I've learned too many times that if I keep my hopes and expectations high..........it will just lead to disappointments.........
Anyways , in a couple of days I will be leaving for Malacca.....which means I finally got to breathe the college air !!! I can only imagine , what is it going to be like over there :D :D ... many of the sweet , funny and adventure are coming through this year !!!
I had a superb and sweetest night yesterday . I've finally got to see the sweet smile on his face , the sad face day before yesterday really hurts me a-lot. If I could only had one wish , I wish that I could see his sweet smile on his face and I want to see a happy and lively Mido. We were joking and some-times it gets me wonder , was it my stupid jokes makes him laugh or was it because its really funny :D :D ?? hahahahah , I can't believe that I'm smiling all alone here writing these blogg..... I have never had butterflies in my stomach for such a long time , now that is here , I really feels that I'm the most luckiest girl on earth .
Ohhhhh yeahhhh , Valentine's Day is coming soon !! I want my Valentine this year to be "surprisingly" gift me either one of these couple rings from my babe boo........
These rings are just one of a kind , I used to have one from my babe boo 1 year ago but I've lost it when I went for a swim at my friend's apartment. Since then , I've asked him many times to get me a new one but till now he didn't get me one yet . The one I've lost it , are couple rings , under the both of the ring , it's carved our names . Ever since I lost my ring , he barely wear his ring anymore. It's just so sad , I really missed those ring on my finger.
I really prayed that this Valentine , Mido would surprise me with either of these rings under a candle-lit dinner with a rose. I really prayed that it would happen , but the thing is that does he know what is Valentine ? Does he know what couples or husband and wife around the globe did on this day ? He had never celebrate his birthday or any other celebration other that AIDILFITRI and EID day .
Well , I don't wanna sound like ..... hurmmm .... i don't know , materialistics .... ?!!! We both haven't gone on a date for quite some-time. I really want to go on a date with him again , to catch up what we left off . Valentine's my only chance to make him really forget about the betrayal and all the fights . I got the feeling that he still all of the past in his mind . It's really hard to understand him thoroughly , his brain are like a maze and I'm really trying with my heart and soul to understand and fulfill his every needs.
BUHAHAHAHHA , I really can't wait for Valentine !!! I wanna see it coming but I don't wanna watch it go away :D :D .... Oooooppppsss , I almost forgot that I have his assignment to complete , I should have get it started but I'm still here writing my blogg . We both have a deal , if I complete his assignment , he is going to surprise me !! I better go now , he is coming tonight after he finish studies for mid-term.
Gotta go for now , will story story you later after I finish the assignments okay ??? Bye - bye ... muahhhh !!
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