Just Wants To see U !!

Was wondering around midvalley yesterday looking for job, Banu woked me up around 7am to showered up go to Midvalley with her. She worked there at this Sony Company. She worked there for quite a long time. I've found like 10 jobs offering good salary. So I arrange some interview with them, filled up the application form that they give me. Was hanging around the area till afternoon, went to Starsbucks for some coffee . Was looking at my mobile phone and thought of texting Mido and see how is he doing. Since he won't have any classes the next day, so I text him to see if he wants to meet up. To my surprised, he replied and said he would want to meet me after he woke up around 8pm. My heart is blooming as autumn. Can't believe he wants to see me after the last time we had a big fight. So I'm counting hours till 8pm.

When the it's almost 8pm, Banu drove me back to her place and I helped her to cleaned up the house. What was in my mind is that should I tell her the truth that I'm going to meet Mido ? She told me before that never tell anyone that I'm back to Kuala Lumpur including Mido besides she doesn't want me to meet him as well. So I had came up with the different stories that I went back to Damansara to meet my relatives. She drove me to the train station and I took a train to Serdang station were Mido is waiting for me.

When I reached there to the Serdang Station, he was surprised with my new hair style. I'm so freaking nervous when I get in the car, I just missed him to bits and I can't believe he is in front of me right now. I'm trying to controlled myself all the way to his house, that I can't take it anymore. I told him how nervous I am and how much I missed him. I almost cried but I told myself not to. God, I just loved this guy so much and words can't describe how much this guy mean to me. It was the best night of my life, I get to breathe again , but I'm just wondering If he feel the same way too?? He told me he missed me, but I have to worked real hard to proof it to him and talk without action means nothing. Guess that he is right.

Right now, what I have to do is get all my life planned and stable. Get a job , a room that what is in my mind , and thats what I have to concern. I have to put Mido aside for a moment and concentrate for all these things. Once all these 2 things is in my hands, it will be under controlled and I don't have to be afraid anymore if he would leave me or not.Well after all that , then I can think about getting Mido back.

Now , I'm just gonna live with no worries as I had before. Just do my thangs and behave myself. Be a good girl and make the whole of my family proud of me including Banu. I know this day is about to come :) To all my friends and families please pray for me, for ur prayers and blessings will gives me strength and courage. Amen !