With a coffee in my hand, I sit back and think about the yesteryears, where there is only me and her, my sister. She is the greatest gift of all. We shared whole lot of things in common. I admired her style, her personality and honestly, I do make her as my idol. Everyone in the family love her. I do admit that sometimes I get jealous from her because she is the center of attention in the family.
We fight, we cried, but our loves remains so strong. I feel her in any different ways and we shared so many secrets. She is always there for me when I found myself helpless and when I'm down. I remembered there were the time that I can't wait for her to come back home from work, can't wait to hear her stories of what happened in her work place. I was such a bad kid when I was young till my mother decide to stop questioned about me, and stop those care she used to gave me. My sister quit her job because she wanted to play the mother's role to me. She take good care of me, she assigned me to a new school. She did so much things for me when I was young, but yet I failed to gained her trust and I even failed to make her proud of me. I'm so much regret for the things I have done before. I just wished that there would be a time machine to rewind back to the time when I was young . So that I can showed her how much I loved her and how much she means to me. Now that she is far from me, I've lost the other part of me. We hardly chatted online, we hardly seen each other. She is busy with her work and she is even engaged. I just can't believe that I've missed so many stories that is happening around her. The only memories that can't stop playing in my brain are the moments when we both have a great time together and we both sleep on the same bed together. I just can't stop laughing when I remembered how angry she was when she found out that I was using her perfumes and wearing her clothes without her permissions. The only persons that remember when is birthday and get a birthday cake for me is you. You did so much things to make me happy and so many other things to showed me how much you care about me, but I was failed to showed you the same thing you done for me.
All I can say now is, my sister, you mean the world to me. I love you so much. I'm sorry for all the things that I've done, I'm sorry if I have failed to make you happy when you are with me. Right now, I just can't wait for you to come back and spent time with you. You are the best thing that ever happen to me. I'm lucky to have a wonderful sister like you. I just wished that you feel the same way too. I love you sis, May GOD bless you and protects you away from harm.
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