Tuesday, November 16, 2010

GOODBYE IBRAHEM

Friendship is one of the main thing that makes life worthwhile. When you have a friend to confide in, suffering seems more bearable, and pleasures are more intense. Everything is better when you have a friend to share it with. When a friendship breaks, whether or not it is for the best, there is a degree of pain and mourning that an individual goes through. There were things that you may have done only with that person and you feel a void in your life. A guy that used to be my brother turns out to be so cold and mean at times. We have known each other for almost 2 years and half, we shared many things in common and we feel each other such as thoughts, words and every little thing.

Things began to changed when he came back from Saudi Arabia. We were still talking at the moment but all of a sudden, he began to ignored me and stay far away from me. He's suspicious on me for no reason, me and one of his friends, Mohammad, are closed friends and sometimes my brother are too busy to even asked or talk to me. S o the only person I can talk to and shared all the problems is Mohammad. He is a very understanding, besides he got all the solutions to all my problems. He is a unique guy in his own way. Unlike Ibrahem, he is trying to drift me away from anybody. He just wants me to stay close to him, sometimes whenever I went out with my friends, he will start questioning where will I be. I understands that he is worried about my safety and he is concern about me as like I'm his younger sister. But sometimes, when someone just don't trust you for whatever you do, things just don't work out.

The only things that I cried for are, we both been through whole lot of hard times, why is he not matured enough to see who I am and what I am. True friends are hard to find these days and there have not been any true friends around me until a few that appears in my life. All I can say is I'm just good with these few people around me, there is nothing more I want. Even if I have to lose you as my brother, I wont bother anymore because let the gones be bygones. We just have to leave all the past behind and live for the future.

So that you know, I have already delete you from my life. So just live your own life and stop putting all those faces in front of my friends and go get a life !!

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