Sad and Stupid Wednesday !!

ermm... I can't believe that I slept the whole day last night. I wasted the whole day with sleeping. The moment I woke up, my pep-sister Banu called me. She wanted me to come over to her place but I'm just too broke to go over her place. Was trying to ask Mohammad if he got some cash with him, unfortunately, he was broke as well. So I decided to return Banu's call and told her that I can't make it. But seems like she is sort of disappointed. But I can't do anything, I'm just broke and I'm no that type of girl that just walk up to someone and say to them that I need money. That's just ain't me.

So I wake up and freshen up myself then I sat at the couch with my friends, Mohammad and some of the other guys. We all sat near the parlor and chilling. We all jokes around and one of Mohammad's friend, Mubarak is the Dj of the night. We had some tiny party till the morning. The night was awesome but getting a little emotional when I'm alone chatting on face-book. I remember that one friend of mine are not talking to me as we used to before and have been ignoring each other over 3 weeks now.

So I decided to write him a message in his inbox and apologize for what I have done and hope that he could forgive me. Well its EID by the way, so I thought it would be a good idea if I ask for forgiveness in these days. Because usually all the friends get along in these days and forgive each other mistakes. After I wrote him a message, I really prayed that he will read it. Yeah He did read it but he did not reply the message. As I thought before I send him the message, he will read it but he ain't going to reply. But is ok, I did my part so is up to him to do the same thing. I don't go begged for people like this.

My romeo called me late in the afternoon. We both chatted on Skype and DAMMED !! I miss him as hell, can't wait for him to come back and pick him up from the airport! I can imagine that day in front of me. He looked really awesome today, he shaved his mustache and he wear his traditional outfit! Seriously, he looked different and so much matured. He is the best honey pie I ever had and I really can't live without him. He means the world to me.

Now that everyone at home are sleeping, I feel so all alone again after my romeo went offline. Some of them are sleeping, some of them are with the laptop, chatting and other studying for the finals. Same old routine every single day really kills me inside. I just miss my mommy and I feels like going back home and I do really need a big hug from mommy. I do really missed her eventhough I called her day and night.

Just so that you know, my life is complicated as it seems. TOO many stories to tell and at the same time is kind of funny and u might be laughing or maybe thinking throughout this blog. I'm blessed with wonderful people around me that creates so many colorful scene in my life. Thank GOD for giving me these people around me.