Life and GOD

It's been so long since I last logged in to this blog of mine and crap about whatever I have in this messed up brain of mine. This month aren't treating me any better. Too many ups and downs. There were the times feels like giving up but then there are some things that keep pulling ma tail back on track. God used to tell us and even in his bible is written that temptation is everywhere, but if our faith is strong, whatever happens , we will definitely finds the way out in the name of GOD. Matter fact, I know this facts but is always I choose to follows the devils. Loving the fun, the party and being in the center of attention, didn't I notice that all of this road I've choose there is a price to pay. Each day, I watch myself getting older and older. The clock is ticking, time machine is moving faster than the day before. My future seems to be tangling around, I don't see myself standing in the eyes of the world. What is happening to me? Something must have went wrong. My family are getting older and older and one day I would need to gave them shelter and treat them the way they used to. But if my future seems tangling around, how would I do that for them in return? I closed my eyes and asked for GOD's advice and directions. Then I realize, GOD has it own reason why he remove someone from our life. Each of our destiny are already written. Whether life is sucks or life is hard, it is just a test from GOD. If our faith are strong, no matter how hard the road is, we will manage to find the way out. Life might knocks you down but you can choose whether or not to get back up.

Actually , the truth is this isn't the topic that I wanna share with everyone but because when I talk about GOD, it makes me calm and forget about the pain that I'm going through now. Sometimes, when you in a deep pain, a soothing words from any word of GOD can calm you down and makes you feels alive. I truly believe in GOD, the lord almighty. I gave up my heart and soul to HIM.