Malacca = Sadness !!

I went back to Malacca like 3 days ago.. Mido want me to go back home because he got finals coming soon and he doesn't want me to stay alone at home. He promised me that he will come to me at Malacca after his finals :) , He was supposed to come to meet me after he got back from Jakarta but he did not. He flight from Jakarta to KL was delayed and he reached here is KL at 2am !! I cried because I had my weekend without him and it's the first time ever A WEEKEND WITHOUT MY HONEY-BEAR !! No matter how hard I misses him, I gotta deal with it. I just have to be patience with him because he really have to concentrate in his upcoming exams and his GPA !!

I went back to Malacca on the Tuesday morning. Was waiting for a freaking cab like 15 minutes and then reached the bus station around 11 am. The bus station have moved from bukit jalil to bandar tasik selatan. I need to took another train to bandar tasik selatan. Buy a ticket and wooooooo on the way to Malacca. I misses my mother's cooking and the air I used to breathe at Malacca. I misses everything over there.

I lost my mobile on the Wednesday night when I was having a family dinner with my mother and the other relatives at a restaurant nearby our house. When we was about to leave the restaurant, I forgotten that I left my mobile on the table. The moment I reached home, I was looking for my mobile.Searching with tears and I remember that I left it on the table. I went back to the restaurant and asked the waiter and the waitress if they have found my mobile while they were cleaning the table. They told me NOPE !!!!

I went back home crying the whole night. There are so many things in the phone !!! My honey-bear's pictures and important contacts. All is gone!! My mother won't be getting me a new mobile because I keep on lost my mobile and she got financial problem, they can't be getting me a new phone every single day if I can't stop lost my phone !!! Argghhhh GOD !! How am I suppose to call MIDO after this ? I told mum my problem and I hope she would understand.Mum told me that I can used her mobile phone till I got a new one. I have been calling MIDO but he just don't pick up my calls. I know that he is very busy but please at least reply my text !! Unfortunately nothing!! I misses his voices and everything. This is just torturing but what else I can do ? I have to wait until he finish his finals and hopefully that he is gonna come to malacca for me !!

I just dont know what to write in this blog anymore. I dont know if the decision of coming back to malacca is right because being far from MIDO , i feel insecure. I dont know how to explain is not that i dont trust him, I trust him a 100 % but the thing is that is he really studying for finals or he just wanna be alone for a moment ? I just dont know. Waiting is torturing, but what else I can do other than waiting ? this whole month is just suddenly a happiness , suddenly teary , suddenly sadness , suddenly madness and suddenly sweetness !!! I just prayed the time can moved as fast as he could so that I can be with MIDO again.