The disappointment is that, weeks ago, my auntie called me before my mom called me. They told me that they had to cancel my studies for a reason. We are facing a financial problems. My auntie is carrying a huge burden under her shoulder. My 3 mom's medication, our malacca's house bills, her kl's house bills and my sister school fees and her accommodation at Australia. My auntie is a housewife, the only person that works is my uncle. My auntie give me a suggestion if I could get a job and earn some salary and then she can help me to pay half the amount. The total of the business administration I'm taken is RM 18000 including the school fees , examination fees , registration fees. OMG !! When I heard those words from my auntie, I felt like my world is falling apart and the saddest part is that I have been expecting so much from them and in the end I've got nothing !! I told honey-bear everything and I started crying so badly. I've got no choice but to search for job and earn some salary for college. Is the only choice I've got but is ok , I'm all fine is all just a disappointment :)
The most happiness thing in my life is that after so many weeks being apart from my mother, I finally can get back home and spent some quality time with her :) Misses her cooking, her hug and her stupid jokes :D . Mother just got a sense of humor though :D. She is so old already, as a daughter I should spend more time with her before anything happens and I'm gonna regret my whole life just like I have regret after my grandmother pass away :( . I never get to see her the moment she closed her eyes because I was being locked up in rehab far from home :(. I just cant wait to get back home and see those familiar faces and home food :) And besides I'm gonna get a blackberry the moment I reach malacca :D !! yaaaay finally :)
