I will be moving to Fortune Park , Serdang tomorrow. It's college's accommodation by the way and the uni orientation starts on the 28th March. I just don't know why I registered to a college where people from my past are studying there. Deep down I know I don't know how to face them and don't know how will I be able to go through this struggle. But I don't care because all I wanted is to study hard and have a good results. I don't mind what those haters want to says behind my backs but I know one day they will stop. The ideas of making them stop is to study hard and get an award from the uni and automatically they will be surprised. Besides , they don't even know my real name. They know me as Joey Anabelle Gonzalez.
This world is just too hard for me to fit in , because all this years, all I'm trying to do is to fit in but not to know how to see through the things I have done and the consequences. I just hoped and prayed that nothing is gonna come through my way. After my ex left me, I have been struggle so much to get back up. Now that I back on track, I don't want anything to ruin this good thing up. I'm unlike before, I used to go out every single day and hang ou everyday. After I moved out from my ex's apartment, I started staying with my families. I have never been so much happy and a pocket full of joy before. I mastered the cooking skills from my auntie and baking skills from her.
Life is all about knowing who u want to be and take the past as an experience ! Never convict the same mistakes again. Earn the respect and trust if you want the same from the others. That's all for today :) have a blessed friday!
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