Something I Crap About =D

I'm just wondering how does bloggers begin their blog with? Did they begin with the "hi" or they begin with "holla" .

Anyways back to the talk. This whole month is the month where they call it "Ramadhan" or in other word , the fasting month. Everyone are enjoying their fasting month , and me on the other hand are trying to fit in. I'm on vacation now, is semester break. So I decided to come over to Damansara to spend the whole semester break with Wezzy. It was fun and awesome but then things just slightly change. I just don't know what are the changes. Was it me or him? or I have been thinking too much?

Is just that today, I don't seems to be in the mood. Everything seems to come in the wrong way for me. All of the past keep flashes by and I felt like crying. I don't want to cry in front of Wezzy and his friends. All of a sudden I just felt like I want to be alone. Maybe go to somewhere far from here, somewhere I can think and do things right. I just don't know, brain is messed up with so much things and I'm tired of all these.

While sitting here all alone in the couch thinking about the future. There is crazy thoughts comes to my brain. I picture myself and my prince charming getting married and we both have these 2 wonderful kids. Even sometimes he told me that he want babies , like 1 boy and 1 girl. But as for me, is all in GOD's hand. I don't know how many kids want me to have. But the thing is that I can't wait to have my own babies.

This time, I would like to introduce to you a list of names I have thought of for my children, which, in the future, I would love to have many of them :) so, skip this post if you want, its my personal thought after all =D

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6 girls, 6 boys. Lets begin with the boys:

Paulus Maxwell 博伟 (I really like the name Paulus, and Maxwell has MAX in it, nuff said :) )
Henrie Lucas 恒尊 (Henrie from David Henrie, 尊 from 吴尊)
Joseph Silas 宗胜 (Joseph; My grandfather; Silas, from the Bible)
Dominic Flynn 德聪 (Dominic from St. Dominic Savio; Flynn, favourite hero from Tangled)
Aloysius Louis 黎修 (Aloysius from St. Aloysius Gonzaga)
Matthias Devon 周泰 (Matthias from the Bible)

and then with the girls:

Marian Esmae 眧阳 (Marian for my grandma, Esmae for my bestie Esmond, and 眧阳 from my favourite tv character)
Victoria Yves 泉希 (Victoria in honour of the name my grandma wanted for me, and 泉希 combo of 以泉 + 瑞希)
Carmen Navaeh 诗桦 (诗桦 combo of 诗曼 + 嘉桦)
Franchette Zita 善琴 (Franchette for my friend Francisco)
Tabitha Loren 梅欣 (Tabitha for my late friend, 梅+欣 combo of my two friends' name)
Jordine Ella 恩惠 (Ella for my dear auntie, and 恩惠 from Yoon Eun-Hye)

*Navaeh is Heaven spelt backwards, kinda sounds not bad to me :)

I did major changes, the names listed today was not the same as the ones I thought of yesterday, I change my mind like I change clothes =/