Claude Kelly - I Hate Love [HQ] with Lyrics

im going nuts !

it's been a long time since i upload anything in this blogg of mine... miss those days where im so free and relax :(...

things have changed so much ever since i started college. My love life, college life have been completely changed like 180 degree. I just seems to failed in everything i do. I wanted to achieve something but whenever im so close to it, the whole thing just have to turn out to be something else. One thing that makes me forget about the sadness is ma family, They called me most of time to chat with me ! ma relationship with them became better than before and i swear their are the best i ever had !

I met some new friends @ uni. some of them are girls, some of them are guys. i found a group to study with and chilled with. they are ma classmates, 2 chinese guy. they are awesome and younger than me like so much. I guess im the oldest in my class. But those girls that i used to hang out , our relationship became so cold and unlike before. I swear there were the times that i cant stop talking about them but now, things just getting worse and worse between us. We aren't as close as before but we both still talk to each other whenever we met each other at the uni.

Im watching OMAR & SALMA now alone , but i cant stop thinking about him and our first date at this residence hotel at uniten !! I miss those days, sometimes i wish there is a rewind button in my life where i can rewind to to those sweet days of ours. but unfortunately there aren't any rewind , pause or stop button in this life of mine.

Im so much sad and feels like crying. I wish i have someone to cry on, im getting so much sensitive these days , any tiny things that comes , it hurts me sometimes and i can even drop ma tears on it. there were even times that i get emotional on something that just doesnt make any sense. I just dont know what happen to me and i wish that i can get my own personality back , but i couldnt !! no matter how hard i tried to just chilled and relax but it just doesnt seems to work out. Whenever i saw my friends are laughing and happy talking about some topics,i wanna join them but deep down im sad eventhough i have a smile on my face.

daaaaammmnnn i dont even know what im crapping about in this blogg... its always the same thing that i crapp about, love and all of this bullshitss... daaaammmnnn , i need to just fucking forget about al of this mann and do ma things!!!