A idiotic mess !!

Just before I came to my honey-bear at kajang , I met this Eurasian girl , Carrieanne. We know each other in face-book for almost a year now but never get a chance to see each other. So there is this sunny Saturday, I grab an opportunity to meet her. She came to fetch me from the mall after she had done with her studies. She brought me to her village called the Portuguese settlement. I have heard of it before but never get a chance to enter this place. The place is so wonderful. I stayed for a night at her place. Her families are so warm and her sister is really cute. They have 3 really cute puppy.

She showed me around the village next day and she introduce her boyfriend to me. They have been together for 9 years. Wooowwww.... I wish me and Mido can be like that too.. We both did a-lot of things till I forgotten that I have a mama waiting for me at home. Out of a sudden, her brother Jeremy was at home. He was shock to know that I was there. Jeremy is a sweet mistakes. When I was 16, I added him on msn and out of my surprise he started sex stalking me. So I deleted him and never keep in touch with him anymore. I didn't know that he is Carrieanne's brother!!!! I tried to avoid him and Carrie realize something in between so she asked me. I told her bad things about her brother. Arghhh I'm really a poker face. We went to clubbing on carrie's bf birthday night. With kana and Jimmy along. We were all drinking beer and dancing. Just a beer won't get me drunk but 2 bucket of beer get me tipsy... I went back home and I found myself sleeping in the same room as Carrie and her bf :D ... I went out for a cup of water and all of a sudden Jeremy came out of nowhere and I went inside the room instead of talking to him.

The following night, I can't stop avoiding him. I just don't know why. The night before the idiotic mess begins, I can't sleep and wants to watch SAW 8 the last part. So me , Jeremy and Jimmy watch together. After the half way, Jimmy went to sleep. Left me and Jeremy watching it. My neck starting to aching me. I can't turn my head at all. I started to cry, is really hurting. Jeremy offers to massage my neck so I can feel better and he get me an aspirin. He wasn't that bad after all. Then we both talk and get to know each other. He showed me his gf picture. She is from Norwegia. She is beautiful. But the thing is that Jeremy is younger than her. She is 25!!!!! Omg !!!! That's unbelievable, hahaha but me and Mido are the same thing as well but the other around , he is 7 years older than me :D. After the movie, I went to bed leaving Jeremy slept at the hall alone. I woke up around 7am in the morning. When i was freshen up, Jeremy ask me if I wanna go and watch the sunrise with him nearby the beach and he can show me around the port after that breakfast together. So I agreed. It was completely an awesome sunrise!! Its windy, cold and woooow... Really nice view. Then we went for breakfast. Carrie's families is really warm and cozy.. Unlike mine, stressful and sometimes you just don't feel like staying at home.

Honey-bear called me to come to kajang. So I told Carrie that I had to go back to my house because I overstayed and my mom will definitely killed me once I have reached home!! She send me back home and just as I thought, mom was so much angry and she told me that what didn't I pick up her calls and auntie catherine have been calling me a million times !! She even told me that they are going to cancel my studies. I felt my world falls apart. I can't believe what I've just heard. This can't be happening. With the sadness and sorrow , I grab my luggage and come to kajang!!

Is an mess !! It really is !!!

Chinese New Year 2011

Can't believe that Chinese new year is passing by so quickly. Mommy, daddy , James and Chloe are back for a month to celebrate Chinese new year!! Can't believe I came back home after the second week they are here in Malaysia. I was all along at kajang with my honeybear. But after all , my new year was awesome beside my families.

I'm getting attached with baby belle. She is an apple of our eye. Everybody loves her hahahahahahaha... She replace me though for I am getting older. The good news is that my families are worried about me going to college. They are not sure if I can finish the course but not half way because going to college weren't a game to play but too much money need to be spend. I guaranteed them that I will complete the course because I really want it. I will do it.

I have been like a tax collector hahahahahahaha going to all of our relatives house collecting ang pau!! The reason why I'm collecting because I want to get a laptop and the second reason a blackberry. I have been dreaming about it. I wanted it so badly but due to it's expansive , I had to changed my mind. But after I saw my uncle Joseph is using a blackberry torch!! Now that's makes me dream of one and I want it so badly.

I can't stop thinking about my honey-bear a-lot. Wondering what is he doing when I'm celebrating new year with my families?? In this rabbit year, I hope that our relationship may last forever and no one can tear us apart.